

I’m trying not to cry, but with each breath it feels as if the sob is going to come tearing out of me. My fingers hurt from gripping my sides so much. For a few moments we stand there watching each other. ‘I did come back,’ Kit says under his breath. He wouldn’t walk away and not come back.’ ‘He might not say or do any of those things, Kit, but he does keep his promises. “I narrow my eyes at him, taking a small step backwards to put some distance between us, because his nearness is muddling me almost as much as his words. It is the best club that I never wanted to be part of. I have paid my dues my lifetime membership arrived today, not by mail, but by a deep inner feeling that I cannot describe. They are the people spreading joy and optimism and lifting people’s spirits even when their own heart has been broken. If you really look and know what you are looking for you can spot the clubs members they are the ones that provide a random act of kindness and do something for someone who can never repay them for what they have done. Members are allowed to exchange that brief eye contact that says: “I didn’t know.”īeing a member of this club is the last thing that anyone initially wants in their life.īeing a member of this club is the best thing that ever happens to a person in their life, and there is not a person in the club that would ever give up their membership. The club does not provide a directory of its members, but when you look into a member’s eye, you can tell that they too are part of the club. The only rule to the club is that you cannot tell anyone that you are a member. The benefit of the club is a new found perspective on life, and a deep understanding that you may not be happy about your current situation, but you can be happy in your current situation. The fee to join the club is hurt beyond belief, payable in full, up front for a lifetime membership. “There is a club in this world that you do not join knowingly.
